My top favourite picture... I jus jus loveeeeeeeeeeeeee it

Life has changed... Life has began...

Its the story while u reading a page, turn over to the next page to find a twist in it. so much a change within a page and tats how life is also before and after wedding:) so many changes which are the beginnings...

 from being jus a daughter, am a wife, daughter in law:) sounds prettty... with it so many expectations to be fulfilled and to be expected:)

days have jus passed by one and half month ,,since i have introduced husband into my life but its like i have forgetten how i was and wat i was:)

God, wats annu doing? oooops, Mrs.Raj:)

what my prince says???

Sweet sugar lolly doll

Don’t say hold me not

Snow flowers like my gal

Don’t say touch me not

When you deny me to touch you with my hand

When you prevent me to come near oh my heart

What will I become at last

I was born to make you as my wife

If you are not in my reach, waste is this life

Busy Busy...

Its been long time since i blogged, not that i had nothing to write but its that i had too many things to write with so many things happening, work, work, shopping, loving, understanding, bonding, fighting, loving, planning, exploring, learning, work, work, celebrating, reading, spending, praying, love love, fight, fight...

is the all above i have been doing and not knowing what am doing:) life is big as ocean, am swiming in it...

Jus a begining and am tired:( long way to go!!!

Love speaks...

Love speaks louder...

Love fights harder...

Love bonds forever..

Love is beautiful

Its so true, its so intense...

you'l believe when u are in it...

No matter wat the world says

No matter wat the world means

there is only love wat u'l feel, believe, say, mean...

Jigsaw puzzle

Getting to know each other is like a jigsaw puzzle,

you might think you have the right peice in hand,

then u may realise its not the fix

then again u go back to that same piece n try to fix

later u think, some other piece can be tried

when trying to fix, u finally arrive almost completing and again realise its not rite:)

u try other way n do it, but didn't know how u did it...

But its fun as long as u want to hv fun:)

Cute song:)

You mean the world to me

You are everything to me

Just to hold you close

To feel your loving embrace

Makes me smile and feel loved inside

You have my heart and shall keep it forever

You have the password to my soul

You are the missing piece of the puzzle that shall make me whole

I love you with all my heart

Words cannot describe how i feel

To be apart from you for just a short time

Tears away at me inside

But as soon as i see your beautiful face

And just have one bittersweet kiss

The pain inside me vanishes and is no more

I feel you are my one true love

My reason to live on

Without you I would break

Just shatter into pieces

And float away in the wind

You are the reason that i wake each day

So I hope and pray that you will stay..

Heaven's Blessing

Are you the star I always wanted to reach?

Are you the moon I always admired?

Are you the breeze I always wanted to touch?

Are you the flower I always wanted to watch it bloom?

Are you the fire I always wanted light from?

Are you the dream i always wanted it true?

You are the life I ever wanted:):)

Reaching out:)

What do i say? What do i do? its so near, its almost reaching...

with the blessings from heaven,

With the miracles of angels.

an end to a wait

a begin to a life...

 

My expectations from life:)

can I get the medicine?

He was not just a doctor who cured my dad's fever, which could not be medicated by any doctors but a philosopher who could preach my dad about so many things, he made my dad realise what is "God", the gayatri maa as the universal power which needs to be meditated everyday.he inspired my dad with his intellectual thoughts about health, medicine, life, God, karma... he preached my dad like a son to him, he shared his experience of life, he thought my dad how to handle troubles in life which needs to be taken completely.

He taught my dad that "Love in real sense is the giving up of selfishness and tolerance of a person's weekness"

fulfillment of karma is the duty of man was his words when we said, we are sad.

He believed in krishna blindly letting us know what's devotion.

He wrote books and wanted to distribute freely to people to let them know about Gita, my dad n me used to frequently visit temples to ensure they are distributed.

hours together, nearly 17 years my dad and the doctor had an unknown attachment.

The sentence which the doctor told often to my dad was "Dono y am sharing my experiences and talk to u so much, may be god has sent u to me"

Years back when i was small, i visited the doctor couple of times n later when i met him, he remmeberd the medicine which he treated me the last time, few years back. not to be surprised by his memory which is a basic part of his intelligence.

I remember helping him to fill the medicine bottles on a day,where he smiled at me n told, tell ur dad to take regular medicines.

Everytime am with my dad while visitng the doctor, was only silent and listening... my dad used to do the same and i was surprised to see my dad listening to someone so sincerely like a disiplined kid in a school.

before he treated, he had a list of questions to find where the problem started rather than attacking the problem and treating with some medicine.

like any other day my dad made time of 2 hrs and interestingly went to visit the doctor, he called me up and asked few questions which can help him to answer when doctor questioned him about me...

after few hours i got a call from my dad, can you come early? where are you? can we meet?

wondered why the voice is sounding gloomy?

got down and was excited to see him and listen to the message he carried from the doctor...

before i get into the car, my dad said "doctor is no more"

i was shocked n stood outside the car for few mins and my dad was in tears:(

my dad said, i dono why am i so depressed, i dono why am i feeling so lost, i dono am not able to take tis,

we went to the medical shop, he asked me what toothpaste you use?

i was in tears, i use the toothpaste, the doctor recommended, the shampoo doctor recommended... tablets for fever, cold, cough... doctor recommended...

Homeopathic was defined by the doctor to me...

are the medicine going to be ever ending or never ending?

Strawberry feeling:P

sometimes, u really wanna know wats ur feeling... there is a pleasent unknown wave within you which is so beautiful making you express a smile which is a blend of innocence tat can win the world:) there is a magic in life which showers heavenly blessings which is jus made for u, can we know when is it? millions of flowers bloom, but this feeling is like when the millions of flowers bloom at the same time with the fragrance surrounded you.this feeling is hidden with a small cute fear if things are on way, if things can happen, if things are meant for me... smiling at confusions and enjoying every moment is what i call a strawberry feeling:P little sweet, little sour...

Wanna see wats a miracle...

Terrible lie

Hey God, I really don't know what you mean.

Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.

I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.

Hey God, can this world be as sad as it seems.

Chetan Bhagat's speech "everyone should read"

Nature designed with a random set of genes and circumstances in which we were born. To be happy, we have to accept it and make the most of nature’s design. Are you? Goals will help you do that. I must add, don’t just have career or academic goals. Set goals to give you a balanced, successful life. I use the word balanced before successful. Balanced means ensuring your health, relationships, mental peace are all in good order.

There is no point of getting a promotion on the day of your breakup. There is no fun in driving a car if your back hurts. Shopping is not enjoyable if your mind is full of tensions.

You must have read some quotes – Life is a tough race, it is a marathon or whatever. No, from what I have seen so far, life is one of those races in nursery school, where you have to run with a marble in a spoon kept in your mouth. If the marble falls, there is no point coming first. Same with life, where health and relationships are the marble. Your striving is only worth it if there is harmony in your life. Else, you may achieve the success, but this spark, this feeling of being excited and alive, will start to die.

One last thing about nurturing the spark – don’t take life seriously. One of my yoga teachers used to make students laugh during classes. One student asked him if these jokes would take away something from the yoga practice. The teacher said – don’t be serious, be sincere. This quote has defined my work ever since. Whether its my writing, my job, my relationships or any of my goals. I get thousands of opinions on my writing everyday. There is heaps of praise, there is intense criticism. If I take it all seriously, how will I write? Or rather, how will I live? Life is not to be taken seriously, as we are really temporary here. We are like a pre-paid card with limited validity. If we are lucky, we may last another 50 years. And 50 years is just 2,500 weekends. Do we really need to get so worked up? It’s ok, bunk a few classes, goof up a few interviews, fall in love. We are people, not programmed devices.

Dreams come true...

I dream and forget, I make a wish and forget... but dreams awaken me and wishes come true.

Things happen on its own way and make me realise that it was wat i had dreamt and it was wat i wished someday.

Everyday while am on my way to office, i ensure i pray to a jain temple which i pass by and visiting that temple was jus a taut "wish i could" and tats it, nothing more!!!

sunday evening, while me n dad were returning frm the visit to his frnd's place... he suddenly said annu come let's go to tis temple and i was dumb stuck with so many tauts:)

when i went inside, it was so pleasent with a peaceful atmosphere decorated with natural lamps, something new, different and divine.

they were taking harathi and i doubted i would get an oppurtunity to do it, after everyone was done... the person who was performing it called me and gave it to me to do it:)

Pursuit of happyness:)

Saturday afternoon is spent in an ideal way of watching a sensible movie, with intense feel.

Its a movie but not like any other movie which has all struggles and a sudden success but a common man life which moves us by his disappointments, missed oppurtunities,endless failures, sickening pain ...  accompanied by his son. finally it tells us that pursuing success can be only through toil and dreams.

It makes you appreciate your own circumstances and feel an eye to happiness should be the essence of life.

Thanks to my frnd who made me watch this movie:)

Friday nite

oh my! am feeling so shy, my cheeks are pink with blushes... my eyes are with glitters.

Its a rainy day and the dream i could dream is the wat u can see n dream:)

A dance in the rain which i have never tried but always will want to and you will know with whom it is all with, rain is been always to me a showers of blessings of love from the angels in heaven.

Wish this wish comes true:)

Orange day:)

It was told orange is my lucky colour but never tried it till today:) its making me stay happy and excited and when it comes to luck, i feel am always lucky as i have so many things which i want around me, i jus have to name it and its there!!! touch wood:P