what my prince says???

Sweet sugar lolly doll

Don’t say hold me not

Snow flowers like my gal

Don’t say touch me not

When you deny me to touch you with my hand

When you prevent me to come near oh my heart

What will I become at last

I was born to make you as my wife

If you are not in my reach, waste is this life

Busy Busy...

Its been long time since i blogged, not that i had nothing to write but its that i had too many things to write with so many things happening, work, work, shopping, loving, understanding, bonding, fighting, loving, planning, exploring, learning, work, work, celebrating, reading, spending, praying, love love, fight, fight...

is the all above i have been doing and not knowing what am doing:) life is big as ocean, am swiming in it...

Jus a begining and am tired:( long way to go!!!

Love speaks...

Love speaks louder...

Love fights harder...

Love bonds forever..

Love is beautiful

Its so true, its so intense...

you'l believe when u are in it...

No matter wat the world says

No matter wat the world means

there is only love wat u'l feel, believe, say, mean...

Jigsaw puzzle

Getting to know each other is like a jigsaw puzzle,

you might think you have the right peice in hand,

then u may realise its not the fix

then again u go back to that same piece n try to fix

later u think, some other piece can be tried

when trying to fix, u finally arrive almost completing and again realise its not rite:)

u try other way n do it, but didn't know how u did it...

But its fun as long as u want to hv fun:)

Cute song:)

You mean the world to me

You are everything to me

Just to hold you close

To feel your loving embrace

Makes me smile and feel loved inside

You have my heart and shall keep it forever

You have the password to my soul

You are the missing piece of the puzzle that shall make me whole

I love you with all my heart

Words cannot describe how i feel

To be apart from you for just a short time

Tears away at me inside

But as soon as i see your beautiful face

And just have one bittersweet kiss

The pain inside me vanishes and is no more

I feel you are my one true love

My reason to live on

Without you I would break

Just shatter into pieces

And float away in the wind

You are the reason that i wake each day

So I hope and pray that you will stay..

Heaven's Blessing

Are you the star I always wanted to reach?

Are you the moon I always admired?

Are you the breeze I always wanted to touch?

Are you the flower I always wanted to watch it bloom?

Are you the fire I always wanted light from?

Are you the dream i always wanted it true?

You are the life I ever wanted:):)

Reaching out:)

What do i say? What do i do? its so near, its almost reaching...

with the blessings from heaven,

With the miracles of angels.

an end to a wait

a begin to a life...

 

My expectations from life:)

can I get the medicine?

He was not just a doctor who cured my dad's fever, which could not be medicated by any doctors but a philosopher who could preach my dad about so many things, he made my dad realise what is "God", the gayatri maa as the universal power which needs to be meditated everyday.he inspired my dad with his intellectual thoughts about health, medicine, life, God, karma... he preached my dad like a son to him, he shared his experience of life, he thought my dad how to handle troubles in life which needs to be taken completely.

He taught my dad that "Love in real sense is the giving up of selfishness and tolerance of a person's weekness"

fulfillment of karma is the duty of man was his words when we said, we are sad.

He believed in krishna blindly letting us know what's devotion.

He wrote books and wanted to distribute freely to people to let them know about Gita, my dad n me used to frequently visit temples to ensure they are distributed.

hours together, nearly 17 years my dad and the doctor had an unknown attachment.

The sentence which the doctor told often to my dad was "Dono y am sharing my experiences and talk to u so much, may be god has sent u to me"

Years back when i was small, i visited the doctor couple of times n later when i met him, he remmeberd the medicine which he treated me the last time, few years back. not to be surprised by his memory which is a basic part of his intelligence.

I remember helping him to fill the medicine bottles on a day,where he smiled at me n told, tell ur dad to take regular medicines.

Everytime am with my dad while visitng the doctor, was only silent and listening... my dad used to do the same and i was surprised to see my dad listening to someone so sincerely like a disiplined kid in a school.

before he treated, he had a list of questions to find where the problem started rather than attacking the problem and treating with some medicine.

like any other day my dad made time of 2 hrs and interestingly went to visit the doctor, he called me up and asked few questions which can help him to answer when doctor questioned him about me...

after few hours i got a call from my dad, can you come early? where are you? can we meet?

wondered why the voice is sounding gloomy?

got down and was excited to see him and listen to the message he carried from the doctor...

before i get into the car, my dad said "doctor is no more"

i was shocked n stood outside the car for few mins and my dad was in tears:(

my dad said, i dono why am i so depressed, i dono why am i feeling so lost, i dono am not able to take tis,

we went to the medical shop, he asked me what toothpaste you use?

i was in tears, i use the toothpaste, the doctor recommended, the shampoo doctor recommended... tablets for fever, cold, cough... doctor recommended...

Homeopathic was defined by the doctor to me...

are the medicine going to be ever ending or never ending?

Strawberry feeling:P

sometimes, u really wanna know wats ur feeling... there is a pleasent unknown wave within you which is so beautiful making you express a smile which is a blend of innocence tat can win the world:) there is a magic in life which showers heavenly blessings which is jus made for u, can we know when is it? millions of flowers bloom, but this feeling is like when the millions of flowers bloom at the same time with the fragrance surrounded you.this feeling is hidden with a small cute fear if things are on way, if things can happen, if things are meant for me... smiling at confusions and enjoying every moment is what i call a strawberry feeling:P little sweet, little sour...

Wanna see wats a miracle...

Terrible lie

Hey God, I really don't know what you mean.

Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.

I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.

Hey God, can this world be as sad as it seems.

Chetan Bhagat's speech "everyone should read"

Nature designed with a random set of genes and circumstances in which we were born. To be happy, we have to accept it and make the most of nature’s design. Are you? Goals will help you do that. I must add, don’t just have career or academic goals. Set goals to give you a balanced, successful life. I use the word balanced before successful. Balanced means ensuring your health, relationships, mental peace are all in good order.

There is no point of getting a promotion on the day of your breakup. There is no fun in driving a car if your back hurts. Shopping is not enjoyable if your mind is full of tensions.

You must have read some quotes – Life is a tough race, it is a marathon or whatever. No, from what I have seen so far, life is one of those races in nursery school, where you have to run with a marble in a spoon kept in your mouth. If the marble falls, there is no point coming first. Same with life, where health and relationships are the marble. Your striving is only worth it if there is harmony in your life. Else, you may achieve the success, but this spark, this feeling of being excited and alive, will start to die.

One last thing about nurturing the spark – don’t take life seriously. One of my yoga teachers used to make students laugh during classes. One student asked him if these jokes would take away something from the yoga practice. The teacher said – don’t be serious, be sincere. This quote has defined my work ever since. Whether its my writing, my job, my relationships or any of my goals. I get thousands of opinions on my writing everyday. There is heaps of praise, there is intense criticism. If I take it all seriously, how will I write? Or rather, how will I live? Life is not to be taken seriously, as we are really temporary here. We are like a pre-paid card with limited validity. If we are lucky, we may last another 50 years. And 50 years is just 2,500 weekends. Do we really need to get so worked up? It’s ok, bunk a few classes, goof up a few interviews, fall in love. We are people, not programmed devices.

Dreams come true...

I dream and forget, I make a wish and forget... but dreams awaken me and wishes come true.

Things happen on its own way and make me realise that it was wat i had dreamt and it was wat i wished someday.

Everyday while am on my way to office, i ensure i pray to a jain temple which i pass by and visiting that temple was jus a taut "wish i could" and tats it, nothing more!!!

sunday evening, while me n dad were returning frm the visit to his frnd's place... he suddenly said annu come let's go to tis temple and i was dumb stuck with so many tauts:)

when i went inside, it was so pleasent with a peaceful atmosphere decorated with natural lamps, something new, different and divine.

they were taking harathi and i doubted i would get an oppurtunity to do it, after everyone was done... the person who was performing it called me and gave it to me to do it:)

Pursuit of happyness:)

Saturday afternoon is spent in an ideal way of watching a sensible movie, with intense feel.

Its a movie but not like any other movie which has all struggles and a sudden success but a common man life which moves us by his disappointments, missed oppurtunities,endless failures, sickening pain ...  accompanied by his son. finally it tells us that pursuing success can be only through toil and dreams.

It makes you appreciate your own circumstances and feel an eye to happiness should be the essence of life.

Thanks to my frnd who made me watch this movie:)

Friday nite

oh my! am feeling so shy, my cheeks are pink with blushes... my eyes are with glitters.

Its a rainy day and the dream i could dream is the wat u can see n dream:)

A dance in the rain which i have never tried but always will want to and you will know with whom it is all with, rain is been always to me a showers of blessings of love from the angels in heaven.

Wish this wish comes true:)

Orange day:)

It was told orange is my lucky colour but never tried it till today:) its making me stay happy and excited and when it comes to luck, i feel am always lucky as i have so many things which i want around me, i jus have to name it and its there!!! touch wood:P

Answer for Decode

I fell in Love:)

It was a perfect friday evening to start off the weekend: me and dad always want to meet at koshy's on friday evening to have the potato smileys and sip of the best coffee in the world and a nice chat of so many things for a long time until mom calls up dad and asks where is annu? and then we rush to K C Das and pick some soan papdi and samosa to make mom n keer happy n hide from them tat we had been to Koshy's without them;) on the way back home driving, its been always that we become silent n get obsessed to the music thats being played as always my dad tries to impress me with the best numbers, now his turn was to play some instruments, it was lovely and i was feeling to be in a ball room dancing and the surprising fact was my dad felt the same and we said it out at the same time:) like always:P

Decode

Wonder wat symbol is this??? tis is wat tat can make u so happy and change ur moods from gloomy to happy, forget the wats and why's of the world and make a world for u:) i seemed to be obsessed with it, but tats how everyone shd be to hv the joy in life:) let the world mean wat u are in any way but tis can be ur world sometimes... console ur heart and life and make it the way u want!

Its Busy tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna know if i can do all the work n finish it offfffffffffff

Monday morning

Monday morning, a start of all the things and continuity of all the things which was given a break:)

Hoping to solve the puzzle by fridayyyyyyy!!!!

Today's lunch

Yummu yummy yum:) Heavens on earth for today's lunch, much awaited joy of life  fulfilled today was the feeling when i had the fish fry, shallow fried fish with no thorns and the spice in it was on my tongue:P my aunty did it all for me, without asking her for it. Two small pieces of fish slices was enough to love it more:)

coffee table

our favourite coffee breaks, we are missing it now as so many of us are missing in office for some or the other reason, it was me who fell sick and started the trend, then poo had to go for exam holidays then razina is in and out as she is fasting so no breaks!!!! priya is visible and all time is becci and bru who is there on coffee table with no misses,and bru made it to office last friday despite she being unwell as she didn't wanted to miss the vending machine coffee with becci:) praju is finally settled in "life" i mean it:P

Time pass

1. What is your current obsession?
my frnd:)

2. What are you wearing today?
yet to find if its lite blue or dark blue:)

3. What’s for dinner?
wat ever mom prepares, no other go than to eat n tell its tastey;)

4. What’s the last thing you bought?
3 salwars from mega mart, (lovely shades) never tried before:)
5. What are you listening to right now?
vande mataram is the song which my frnd made me listen to in the morning and am happy the ipod hung:P

6. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
on an island filled with all the ppl whom i love and am loved:)
7. What are your must-have pieces for summer?
cool cotton dresses:) my all time favourites:)
8. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Tajmahal (the symbol of love on the banks of river) with my dream boy.

9. Which language do you want to learn?
Hindi and french (my life time plan)
10. What’s your favourite quote?
life takes it own twists and turn.. you never know
11. Who do you want to meet right now?
my husband.
12. What is your favourite colour?
red when it comes to play with luck.
13. What is your favourite piece of clothing in your own closet?
My white shirt as i feel i look pretty in it:)

14. What is your dream job?

i love the job what am doing rite now, lot of cash research:) and all time, want to try having a botique with lot of business of course, a pretty one:)with less overheads.
15. What’s your favourite magazine?
read very few to have a favourite one.
16. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
I would give it to amma and keerthi, they would be more happy spending it rather i would,

17. Describe your personal style.?
cool cotton sleeveless top with a border of fril, lite brown with small cute flowers on a jean, moisturiser with a nice flavour lip gloss and a small handbag with flat foot ware. neatly dressed with perfection and spray of pleasent perfume.
18. What are you going to do after this?
Maybe I need to work as am at office:)

19. What are your favourite movies?
Anand (telugu movie)

20. What are three cosmetic/makeup/perfume products that you can't live without?
i can't live without moisturiser, lip gloss and a perfume.
21. What inspires you?
positive things and smile

22. Give us three styling tips that always work for you:
clothes that fit well, neatly tied hair and a clear skin
23. What do you do when you “have nothing to wear” (even though your closet’s packed)?
Wear what am comfortable in, though i wore day before yester:)

24. Coffee or tea?
anytime, coffeee for an interesting life:)
25. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
share with my frnds and blog as am doing now

26. What is the meaning of your name?
Don't even ask. but its a cute name
27. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
I have 4 blogs in my reader

28. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
anything will do:)

29. Favourite food
chinese - would die for it:)

Am Sick:(

Temperature is 104... 102 and finally 100:(

Virus loves me:(

Salsa on a saturday:)

Before i could fall sick, exactly on friday evening i was dreaming about salsa:)

A perfect man to balance me, with a wine glass which is missing in the pic though:P on a saturday evening with the music on a dance floor, oh boy! don't ask me about "The Man" its mind blowing to think of it! my feet is not on the floor with the tauts in itself and jus imagine when he sweeps away my feet on the floor with the dance in a red gown and he a black suit! am flying in the swing so ...

Sick family:)

My dad was recovering along with my mom and finally it was my turn to be sick:P its after all viral which has to attack my nerves:) it got me a gift of injection and tablets:( am fighting with the antibiotics! something more important than myself was my work, its just a perfect day at office where i could finish all the back log on the mails, work etc etc and could do so much... he he he a unwell day was a perfect well day at work

cheers!!!

Gloomy day

Dad is not well, i hv no words to write or think but only prayers within me.


What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?" (Romans 8:31).
Always remember that God for you is more than the world against you.

Its tuesday from saturday:O

Oh god, days fly without wings... on saturday all i could do is sleep and eat and on sunday was all rushing n gushing with lot of shopping:P and lunch and dinning out!!!! it was a perfect busy weekend ever a person can have:) bet i can't blog on a monday morning!!!! and its tuesday when i have to realise the week is going to be at office only till tommorrow as am going on a long weekend:) lots of work to catch with jus a sip of coffee now and then and the usual chats with becci and poo:) my sweet buddies and of course, can never miss bru, priyo and razina who will laugh at my jokes:)

Happy Birthday Naveen:)

Its been long time since i wished you on your b'day, doesn't mean it slipped from my mind but was always there unexpressed:)

I can never forget the days of long chats

I can never forget the days of long arguments

I can never forget the puppy dolls which you gifted

I can never forget the cup of tea we 3 had together

I can never forget the multi conversations

I can never forget the conference calls

How can i forget your B'day?:)

lots of wishes on your b'day:)

Hap Happy Birthday Becci angel:)

You are simply sweet:)

I don't want to lie though:P

you are bold and beautiful:)

I don't want to lie though:P

you are my nice friend:)

I can't lie though:P

Happy Birthday Becci:)

lots of love and hugs:)

Its thursday!!!

Sooooo soooon its thursday!!! am yawning on this morning, so much of work to day with all the fun keeping aside:( let me catch up with the work before i want to while the time doing nothing. of all the things, there is a feeling that am forgetting so many things to tell, tats alright! with the time constraint there is no harm in forgetting:P

tatta for now! and for sure will be back with lots of writtings:)

Time for prayers - from becci

"Those whom I [dearly and tenderly] love, I tell their faults and convict and convince and reprove and chasten [I discipline and instruct them]. So be enthusiastic and in earnest and burning with zeal and repent [changing your mind and attitude]" (Revelation 3:19, AMP).
When God chastens you, rejoice! He wouldn’t correct you if He didn’t care about you. Make the appropriate adjustments and be glad He loves you enough to discipline you.

Faith believes that God can do it, but trust says, even if He doesn't do it, my position remains the same

Prayer is not a way to draw God to your needs but a way to draw your attention to how much you need God

this is my friend tanuja, whom i met on saturday and made my day special. this pic is back a rewind button of 2.5 years back and after that there were so many days that we never got to see each other and busy with our own lives:) finally looking at this pic, we look back at the memories we spent toghter laughing over a cup of coffee everyday:) and there was always so much to speak about Naveen, her boy friend then and now Husband:) he is been promoted in life from my friend to my friend's husband:) tat was all she was busy with:P again am speaking never ending about us, it goes on... will keep you posted when i get time. now its time to work:) jus got to see the snap and wanted to post it, bfn

Thank you:)

To my spl frnd:)

Blessing from heavens???
Its my friend, its my friend:)
Boon from the Gods???
Its my friend, its my friend:)
Immense of joys???
Its my friend, its my friend:)
gush of happiness???
Its my friend, its my friend:)

load of smiles???

Its my friend, its my friend:)

My fav pic with my frnd becci:)

My dad:) My hero...

from the day am born, the person who started to love and is loving and loving and protecting me:) sometimes more than a Hitler!!!! but al that is needed for my life:) thriving towards perfection and always want everything to be right in my life:) never want me to do the mistakes he did and want to be the best and get me the best... searching for a life partner who can love me more than him and take care of me more than him... can this happen, uhhhh????

years have passed, life is like a rat race... rushing from morning till the end of the day, right from the cab to office till to bed as need to get up in the morning. feeling of doing everything for nothing:):( so much of distance in roads as well hearts... after long 2 years my freind tanuja wanted to meet me but the meet was getting postponed as the busy days are keeping me busy working n working n working:) so finally the day is arrived and gave a ring, god she didn't pick!!! she called where i ddin't pick :P are we playing? hide n seek in phone? finally got her on line and fixed a plan to meet at her home:)

its saturday morning... gloomy feeling, getting up from bed not knowing how the day is al going to be but wanna do something exciting with no hopes and plans. wasn't speaking with dad much, thinking he would not let me go out with frnds tough if there is any plan (dad is protective about me) hmmm... called becci if she was interested in her b'day shopping but she wanted to rush to hospital as her nephew was unwell... alas no luck :( then got an idea which could make my day happen:):)

Friday evening

Its friday evening and all that i can do is watch tv or browse the world... its raining out but my dreams are yet to come true!!!!!!! wats it waiting for???

Hi:)

am new to the blog, not for words and writing tough:P