Thursday, October 1, 2009

can I get the medicine?


He was not just a doctor who cured my dad's fever, which could not be medicated by any doctors but a philosopher who could preach my dad about so many things, he made my dad realise what is "God", the gayatri maa as the universal power which needs to be meditated everyday.he inspired my dad with his intellectual thoughts about health, medicine, life, God, karma... he preached my dad like a son to him, he shared his experience of life, he thought my dad how to handle troubles in life which needs to be taken completely.
He taught my dad that "Love in real sense is the giving up of selfishness and tolerance of a person's weekness"
fulfillment of karma is the duty of man was his words when we said, we are sad.
He believed in krishna blindly letting us know what's devotion.
He wrote books and wanted to distribute freely to people to let them know about Gita, my dad n me used to frequently visit temples to ensure they are distributed.
hours together, nearly 17 years my dad and the doctor had an unknown attachment.

The sentence which the doctor told often to my dad was "Dono y am sharing my experiences and talk to u so much, may be god has sent u to me"

Years back when i was small, i visited the doctor couple of times n later when i met him, he remmeberd the medicine which he treated me the last time, few years back. not to be surprised by his memory which is a basic part of his intelligence.
I remember helping him to fill the medicine bottles on a day,where he smiled at me n told, tell ur dad to take regular medicines.

Everytime am with my dad while visitng the doctor, was only silent and listening... my dad used to do the same and i was surprised to see my dad listening to someone so sincerely like a disiplined kid in a school.

before he treated, he had a list of questions to find where the problem started rather than attacking the problem and treating with some medicine.
like any other day my dad made time of 2 hrs and interestingly went to visit the doctor, he called me up and asked few questions which can help him to answer when doctor questioned him about me...
after few hours i got a call from my dad, can you come early? where are you? can we meet?
wondered why the voice is sounding gloomy?
got down and was excited to see him and listen to the message he carried from the doctor...
before i get into the car, my dad said "doctor is no more"
i was shocked n stood outside the car for few mins and my dad was in tears:(
my dad said, i dono why am i so depressed, i dono why am i feeling so lost, i dono am not able to take tis,
we went to the medical shop, he asked me what toothpaste you use?
i was in tears, i use the toothpaste, the doctor recommended, the shampoo doctor recommended... tablets for fever, cold, cough... doctor recommended...
Homeopathic was defined by the doctor to me...
are the medicine going to be ever ending or never ending?



Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Strawberry feeling:P


sometimes, u really wanna know wats ur feeling... there is a pleasent unknown wave within you which is so beautiful making you express a smile which is a blend of innocence tat can win the world:) there is a magic in life which showers heavenly blessings which is jus made for u, can we know when is it? millions of flowers bloom, but this feeling is like when the millions of flowers bloom at the same time with the fragrance surrounded you.this feeling is hidden with a small cute fear if things are on way, if things can happen, if things are meant for me... smiling at confusions and enjoying every moment is what i call a strawberry feeling:P little sweet, little sour...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Terrible lie



Hey God, I really don't know what you mean.
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.
Hey God, can this world be as sad as it seems.